It was 2009. I withdrew from KPMG and my friend Alyona offered to receive reiki. She was a yoga instructor and I placed confidence in her. Then I didn’t understand why I need reiki and what is that. But I agreed.
Reiki (霊気, /ˈreɪki/) is a Japanese form of energy healing, a type of alternative medicine. Reiki practitioners use a technique called palm healing or hands-on healing through which a “universal energy” is said to be transferred through the palms of the practitioner to the patient in order to encourage emotional or physical healing.
We traveled to Marina, master of reiki and she said that she will give us initiation simultaneously, as to two sisters. We joined her room and she said to sit at stools and close eyes. She arranged minifigures and symbols at the bed but as i stayed with closed eyes, I never saw them. Marina said that she invites all Gods for this initiation and it began. Marina whispered: reiki absolute, reiki absolute and put hands on my head.
I felt as if there was a coal on my head. Energy started rising from my belley to my heart and head. Energy flow was so forceful that i merely could bear it. And I felt as if shell fell from my heart. Marina said it was a love spell on my heart. My heart got broken and a reel pierced my mind and went out. Something crunched in my head. I burst out crying. I understood what i had done. Condition went bad, I felt a smell of mowed grass and I felt as if I would leave the body in a moment.
Marina defined to us rules of getting access to clever energy, gave us symboles and we left.
Second initiation was also unbearable, Marina broadened mind to us. I felt as if my mind would have exploded. And I rejected to go for third initiation. Marina called me and said: “You are on an operation table, initiation should be finished.” I cried. “No” – I said.
Then Marina offered to do distant initiation and I agreed to piss her off.
I never used reiki and in december 2013 i did the act of conjoining to Christian church. What I think of reiki? That it is contemporary sect. Take care over your precious and beloved and never have same experience!